aliens, new world order, who do i trust

Hey there! I'm new to this app but through my experience, years of questioning everything and everyone, research and just plain thinking creatively and logically.. Aliens, well I'd like to think there is many different races and spieces that inhabit our universe. To break it down to our own Galaxy, I think our closes neighbors are called the "Greys" They are observers and researchers of us humans on earth.. I do believe that they mean well.. Although you hear cases of abduction where people just vanish. I start to wonder if the abductee was an experiment of some sort and they just come to harvest that experiment after a certain amount of time observing..You also see articles where people will wake up and have implants under their skin.. Just like us humans have tags or gps systems in sharks, monkeys, ect. That transfer data to a data base.. What amazes me is their knowledge in hypnotism and anithetics.. Although I see margins of error and that to me is gold!! Now. I may seem literally insane but this is my experience.. Ever since I was a child I was drawn to Aliens, UFOs and other beings for as long as I can remember.. Now that I'm older "24" I've really started to reflect on it more.. When i started the 3rd grade my teacher was an older lady single and was obsessed with aliens.. She was considered the meanest teacher at the school at the time due to her stric ways.. We were held inside during afternoon recess, her grading was the harshest and she held the highest of standards when it came to English and writing.. Any way I was in a near death dirt bike accident and was bed ridden for the rest of the year.. My teacher would come over on her spare time and teach me the basics of the curriculum just so I could pass. Later that year she had won the teacher of the year award.. Channel 4 news here in Michigan came to my house and interviewed my teacher and I.. Looking back at it now it seems like it was a scene out of Men in Black.. I'm starting to think that she was actually an alien!! That if I blew her head off it would just grow back or something.. It was like she was a scout, or a recruiter looking for a human that would undergo God knows what.. That's when things started getting seriouse with my experiences.. I would have "dreams" different types of course.. That I remember clearly as if they were a memory., not a dream.. One, I was asleep and remember waking up and not being able to move, or breath, my heart was racing. All I could do is whitnes.. With my eyes I looked down towards my feet, and there, my door was open, wide open.. The hall way was pitch black like it normally was.. But I never sleep with my door open!! I remember panicking because I couldn't call for my mom and dad.. I was stuck.. And sure as shit.. From the right side of my door in the hall way.. There it was.. A Grey peeking in.. Still stuck I was in shock i was awake! It was almost like it knew that I was awake and looked to see if i was still under "paralysis" then sure enough I was back to "sleep".. Call me crazy but I forget dreams in a day or two, to remember this like it happened last night still gets me.. Continuing on, I was always a sleep walker my parents would find me sleeping in odd places around the house, under tables, behind couches yada yada... Then I had another "memorie" some years later.. I went to sleep like normal, then I remember waking up but walking out side in my back yard!!! Awake and unaffraid.. I gazed up at the sky and saw two UFOs slowly moving towards me..."stuck" once again a couldn't move! I was in awe.. The sky was clear and the ships were clear.. The lights were bright! Then once they got close enough my vision went black and then woke up in my bed... I have more stories or "experiences" but over the years people just kinda laugh and what not.. It truly amazes me and that is why I continue to self educate... If anyone else out there has a comment or input I'd love to hear about it.. And I'm still alive and well.. So I guess they are alright with me!!!